i try to stop thinking about it but eventually i still do. i don't want myself to be like that. and i'm finding that i don't even understand myself sometimes. i don't even know what i want. by the way huihui, thanks a lot for listening to me yet again until we were both dead sleepy and felt like dying. haha. but i guess i'm trying hard not to think about it though it's damn difficult not to. and huihui doesn't understand why i'm even doing that. actually i don't know it myself either. what a joke.

and oh my gosh i seriously need to buck up for my studies i'm like super duper lag! and sorry for being random but i miss you kor. i'm counting down to you coming back :) thanks for being my strength at times when i'm so sick of life.

but at least in the midst of being so sick of everything, there's 3rd feb to look forward to :D can't wait to see you guys and going crazy and retarded together once again. haha.

love you like a sister;
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